| native. what a place! choons all night and sweat dripping from the ceiling.
ive decided that i need to make a BIG apology to the following:
Andy Woody
Listen up guys i'm only going to say this once.
You were right about Drum and Bass. You were right about Pills. You were right.
So, fit-Dave-from-the-union-shop-that-my-girlies-may-well-have-gone-to-the-shop- with-nothing-to-buy-just-to-see-but-not-talk-to NOT ONLY KNOWS MY NAME BUT HAD NAY NOT ONE BUT TWO CONVERSATIONS WITH ME THE LAST TWO TIMES I HAVE BEEN OUT!!!!
Which has turned the girlies faces green with envy. Especially as i had no idea who he was untill he randomly introduced himself on saturday.
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| | Current Music: | Head Automatica | | Security: | | | Time: | 10:04 pm |
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| Alright peeps, brace yourself, this is going to be emo with a capital tear.
I'm where I'm meant to be. Second choice or no second choice, this is for me, i feel right most of the time here.
I still spend too much time alone (a concequence of an unfortunate timetable compared to my friends here) but i'm being me more and more often, and people here seem to not want to kill me just yet for it. Proper friendships seem a possibility, everyones mearly stopped pussyfooting about, and i have a candidate for a roommate, me and Gay Dave (hes not gay but he should be, he'd be a good GBF) have drunkenly agreed (twice, its a recurring alcohol conversation) that we will live together and drag charlotte with us. Charlottes cool, she's into metal and we're going to see KsE together in January.
Also, im going home in a few weeks, and thats really nice, i'm looking forward to it, but not in the desperate way if that makes sense. It'll be great but i also like it here if that makes sense.
So long as the canteen staff dont poison or starve us im quite happy.
This could be a very special four years.
I have only just started to actually believe that.
Emo fest over people, lets go get mashed and listen to cheese. | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| I lost my pill virginity with Dan on sunday morning at a rave at the Dirtiest warehouse club called Lakota that also did £2 doubles of Laughing gas. £16 gone on laughing gas. Ian left £30 in a cash point and got charged £2 for the privelege. I have been converted to drum and bass.
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| | Current Music: | Beating heart baby; Head automatica | | Security: | | | Time: | 07:31 pm |
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| Some one ripped down the ceiling of our kitchen some time last night... cheeky mother trucking bastard
Means probably another visit to the warden for F3, fook, this'll be the second time in as many weeks, which has had nothing to do with any of us, but yet we still get in shit for it.
In other news, i saw emile for the first time in Bristol... on a boat (the club was on a boat.. insane)
And thats about it really.. not much else to tell, except i havent been 'tatted' yet, and given my finances, it might be a while.... rollocks | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | The Grudge, cause im that happy | | Security: | | | Time: | 03:33 pm |
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| So
Discoveries:
Its really funny if u wake up for ur first lecture and discover someone (ian and ryan) have given the girls a present;
they put a huge chest of drawers (how they got that up the stairs...) and some nice potted plants in our loos for us, the gents got a desk, for all that writing u like to do when pissing.
Legends
AND
Geology and Chemistry are fucking cool. Maths is hard, so im going to change to the retard course that i can actually pass.
AND
Ian fucking loves Coheed, and is willing to be converted to Radiohead, (my work begins).
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Im going to see Dragonforce at das Academy on the 13th of December
AND
Its amazing the lengths i will go to to avoid doing my laundry
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Laughing gas- "Poppers on Pills"- hawsome drug/recreational activity that is infact legal
AND
there is nothing on earth heavier than 3 of my 10 chemistry text books.
But its ok, cause Dan gave me a lift home with them and we all stopped off to get peircings and tatoos (no joke, im getting a tatoo some time next week if they have a cancellation) | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | James, Sometimes | | Security: | | | Subject: | Heart in a Cage | | Time: | 07:23 pm |
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| So, everyone here knows that feeling of utter crushedness, where ur heart feels like its been in a mangle and squezed repeatedly very very hard until every ounce of it feels battered bruised and deeply sorry for itself.
Its Sunday of Freshers week
Its my 19th birthday today
Dollar rang today, possibly the hardest phone conversation i've ever had to take part in.
I try so hard not to be a dying swan about it, but right now, im just sobbing and feeling like shit, feeling shit about feeling shit (its freshers week, i'm so glad that he did ring etc.)
And so, right now, im crying my fucking eyes out
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| Im at bristol having FINALLY set up my resnet connection (long story involving missing drivers and lots of cash for a USB adaptor :()
So, im on the only smoking floor in a hall of four hundred and my floormates are
Welsh Dave- From cardiff, bassist, my next door neighbour, plays a niceish ibanez Laurence- he calls me 'the girl who wont have sex with me'- loves oasis and is my other next door 'Fit' Dan- rich boy, with coffee maker and fridge, did poppers the other night in his room Helen-the only girl ehibiting an emo haircut other than myself Rachel- had to help her puke last night Ian- another bassist, tall dark quiet, reasonably fit, metal fan Ryan- emo hair cut, bit of a geezer Campo Dave- so very camp, nice guy Camper than Campo Dave- huge tv and stereo, fanatical about brasseye Luigi- not italian, safe dude Rich(ard) the tech from floor one- tech support officer (self appointed) metal fan | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Having done a total of 24hrs revision over half term (at dolfaces grandparents; was nice, they are nice)i am now doing practice papers until i can feel a pulse in my right ear. i swear by my last exam, blood will be trickelling out of it.. im going to be very silent for the next three weeks, cause i have only a slimm chance of exams going well, and i will be revising till it literally hurts.
And on my last day, im going to get paraletic. | comments: 9 comments or Leave a comment  |
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